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currently listening to everlong by foo fighters.. i have been listening to this song for quite a while.. i guess it's because there's a part in the lyric where they sing "if everything could ever feel this real forever, if anything could ever be this good again.." that part of the lyric just captivated me, things this year have been very difficult, many unfortunate things happened, not just on my behalf but also to many other people.. i do wish for the old days to come back but i guess times have gone really fast, and i wish there was something that could put a halt in it.. just to make everything pause for a single second and give us the chance to reminisce of the things that we did ones have. i guess the saying "you'll never know what you've got until it's gone" is true in many ways.. i miss the old times, i wish i can go back and stay there forever..

friday.. one of the days that i look forward to, this week had been pretty good. i finally had a day off and finally caught up on some precious sleep! me and andy were assigned to do the cooking today, which failed extremely! but even so, me and andy had a talk about how things have changed so much this year.. and how much he misses how things used to be! it's true things have changed a lot.. and it's amazing how i pretty much drifted away from a lot of people.. and have lost contact and connection with people who i ones treated as my best friends.. i guess life is to be that way, you'll never know what happens next, you just have to be prepared and face the consequences of each and every action that we perform..

but friday still turned out to be a real good night! worship at paradise community church has now become one of the things that i look forward to *thanks peter for the intro to this place*, i just find the atmosphere in this place amazing, it's a place that you get to be yourself and a place where you can express your faith in God freely.. anyway that night we talked about how God has given us the authority to use his power in any circumstances that we need, it has inspired me in a way and has opened my eyes in a lot of things, because in every prayer that i do every night i ask God to make things better without realising that he has already given me that power to make things happen. quote from mark or matt *i can't remember his name but his preaching was real good* he said that "God has given us the authority to use his power.. he is just waiting for us to go to that fridge when we are thirsty" quite inspirational talk.. i must say..

anyway afterwards we had AB at Burger Bar in O'connel Street, was a good time to catch up with everyone.. we played Daytona (racing game) Sarah was leading the most of the time but i manage to win somehow O___O" now i just wish that Cheryl would upload some photos XD

ahh it was an awesome day!

it starts with..

writing the first entry on blog is always the hardest part, it can be compared to meeting new people in real life, it's that difficult feeling of trying to say something in order to get that person's attention or interest, each time there's always going to be that uncomfortable situation where both people try to come up with something to talk about in order to avoid that awkward silence. each time we meet new people, it always hangs on a ratio of 50:50, which means that this introduction can actually lead into something more like friendship or both people may just drift away like a piece of plank on a running water in the river,like what I said before this particular situation may be compared to writing your first blog, people may read it and may be interested and keep on reading or they might not just be the type who would be thinking the same thoughts as you and loses interest and click on the red box on the top right screen of the computer with a cross in it.

but it's the exciting part of meeting new people that makes it so special, it's that feeling of getting to know more about that particular person and in return.. it's about revealing yourself and your life and about expressing your thoughts and emotions into one simple conversation.. and this is exactly the same as writing your first blog, you just never know where it leads you, it takes you away from your shell, your comfort zone.. and this may then lead to a revelation of a new chapter in life.





well to anyone who's reading this, it's plainly out of boredom why i decided to blog again XP i did used to blog on myspace but lost interest in it XD


p.s. while looking through some photos, i found these:













this was about a year ago while hiking in Morialta Falls, i decided to take some photos :D